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I'll probably update this as I go. It's just nice to get some organization down and see what kind of things to expect. I'll delete things I feel I won't ever do, and add things I'm feeling more energetic toward. Things may disappear and then come back. I just never know. XD
Chapter-Length/Arc Type WIPS
- The Art of Self-Destruction
- Apple a Day
- Flights of Fancy
- Despicable Me
- Until It Breaks
- Wretches and Kings/Points of Authority/Through the Never/Across the Line
- Event Horizon - Zero Sum
- This Calamitous Life
- All This and Heaven, Too
- Upon a Star
- Play By Numbers
- War Without End - Megatron
- War Without End - Sequel
- Truth in Advertising Sequel - Raise the Bar
- Crown the Empire, post Salvage and Reign sequel, featuring Hot Rod(imus)!
- Play By Numbers Sequel
- Interwoven Final Arc - Inseparable
- Seven Days - Harpyformers BluestreakJazz
- The Beginning - Perceptor/Drift
- Number One Crush
- Remote control sex toy
- Alt-Mode Sex
- Mastermind Final - Bluestreak/Soundwave
- Crown the Empire - Postscript - Undaunted
- Behind the Scenes
- Ratchet/Prowl - petplay
- Bluestreak/Jazz - handfeeding and trust
- Wheeljack and Starscream, trapped in a cave
- Deathsaurus/Starscream, post DotL and AU
- Eyes on Me, Tracks/Sunstreaker
- Lost in the Echoes (BatFlash)
- Somewhere Only We Know (JazzSoundwave)
- One More Night (Hot Rodimus/Tracks)
- Barbarian AU, Starscream/Rodimus, Megatron/Sunstreaker/Sideswipe/Ratchet, Drift/Cyclonus
- TFP based Smokescreen/Ratchet, wherein the old mech is hot stuff, and newly en-Primed Smokescreen just can't get enough
- TFP/Rescue Bots crossover, wherein Heatwave learns he has two daddies, and boy have they been at war for a long, long time
- Sunstreaker/Thundercracker IDW-based, in which Sunny doesn't know how to seduce, and neither does TC. Awkward shenanigans ensue.
- Optimus/Megatron, in which there are few things that makes Megatron go off like a rocket, and Optimus' voice is one of them.
July was so much better than June and way better than how 2017 started, despite us being understaffed at work and having to work overtime a couple of weeks. The extra pay was nice. There's been some IRL chaos going on as a distraction, but for the most part, I've felt very... manageable in July. Here's hoping that continues into August!
So what's on the docket?
I'm still playing it by ear, not trying to limit myself to any project in particular. I'm wanting to enjoy writing more again before I start sitting down and making myself focus on things. I'm occasionally visiting Tumblr to check out my dashboard, unfollowing people if I find their posts upset me for whatever reason. I don't know about interacting yet. I miss talking to my readers and followers. But I don't miss how just anyone can jump into a conversation and take it the wrong way.
Writing-wise, August is for Harpies! At least, that's where I'm focusing right now. I've got tons of Blurr/Star to edit through and prep for posting. Not to mention I've still got a little over half the fic to write. I'm working on the MegaRod part right now and it's some goooood stuff. Or at least I hope so!
Here and there, in between the Harpies, I'm working on Drift's story in that series, and a oneshot with Sunstreaker/Sideswipe/Megatron. I'm also spending time on that InsectiQueenSunny fic, too. Got a lot of balls in the air, so to speak. Haha. But we'll see what I manage to finish up, yeah?
Anyway. Anxiety and Depression being managed means life is a heck of a lot more bearable and I don't think I'll ever get over what it feels like to actually feel again. Wowza.
Hopefully September is equally up the challenge!
Summary: Rodimus and Starscream have their morning after chat, and Deadlock puts in one final warning.
( It’s like, you think you only have these options, and you think you’re stuck, but then a whole new world opens up to you, and you realize that this is what you’ve been looking for. And you feel stupid-lucky that you found it. )
Chapter Rating: M / NSFW
Summary: Rodimus and Starscream have another talk, one with words and one without.
( Rodimus wondered what it would be like to see Starscream glittering in the moonlight, wings high and fluttering, a coy smile on his lips. )
Summary: Rodimus returns, and tentative first steps are made toward might be a happier future.
( I spent this whole time trying to forget you, and I failed. So I came back to see if you felt the same way. )
Chapter Rating: K+
Description: Starscream finally admits, in a roundabout way, that he misses Rodimus. Meanwhile, Rodimus comes to a decision and learns how to say goodbye.
( Rodimus wasn’t a coward, he told himself. And he’d made his choice. )
Chapter Rating: T
Summary: Both Rodimus and Starscream try to move on, with little success.
( Starscream ignored the irresponsible thoughts that told him to follow and join Deadlock in the oil pool, to take his pleasures when he could. He had work to do. He had to focus on it. His work was the only thing that mattered. Nothing else. )
Chapter Rating: T
Summary: Sunstreaker pries until the truth outs; Deadlock does the same.
( Sunstreaker could be pretty perceptive when he put his processor to it, and with a victim who couldn’t escape, he had all the time in the world. )
Chapter Rating: K+
Summary: In which Rodimus returns home, and Starscream gets the visit he's been waiting for.
( Rodimus left, and Starscream set about to cleaning, gathering up all evidence that the Firebrand had ever been there at all. )
Summary: The morning after, Rodimus has to go home, and both of them pretend they are totally fine with it. It's a toss-up who's lying hardest.
( Any thoughts Rodimus had in thinking Starscream wanted him to stay turned to ash. )
Chapter Rating: M
Summary: Time runs out for Starscream, and Rodimus is given an offer that may cause more problems than it solves.
( Starscream’s lips curved in something like a smile, a real one, and wow, it was kind of nice. Pretty cute, too. They were so rare that Rodimus wished he could take a picture, just to remember it. )
Summary: Time is running out for Starscream, while he and Rodimus realize how much they have in common.
( It bothered him, Hot Rod’s ignorance, and Starscream wasn’t entirely sure why. )
I forgot how it is to want to live again, so I'm very, very happy about this. So July may not be all kittens and roses, but it's definitely not gloom and doom anymore, and I am so, so happy about that.
So what's on tap for July?
Well, I'm gonna finish editing and posting Trial by Fire since it's pretty much complete, just needs the editing. I'm going to try and work on Crown the Empire's Post-Script. And keep on working on Flights of Fancy -- Uncharted Territory. I also have this idea for an Insectiqueen Sunstreaker fic that I really, really want to work on. And a Bluestreak/Rodimus fic set in the Play by Numbers universe that I want to work on, too. Plus whatever bits I get inspired for here and there. Nothing's abandoned still. I just have a lot less writing time so progress is gonna be sloooooow.
I've decided to keep posting on AO3 because I have way more good readers on there that I don't want to punish, then I do asshole readers. I still intend to stay away from Tumblr though. No good can come of that place. XD. I'm getting more and more active on Twitter, or at least I'm trying to be to try and come out of my shell more.
So that's July. A new and improved outlook. And thanking the universe for medication that lets me function again. ;__;
Summary: Starscream and Rodimus learn to share space even as they learn a little bit more about each other.
Trial by Fire - Chapter Three
( Starscream thought Hot Rod understood the law of the tower. He thought the Firebrand realized the consequences of disobeying. Especially after that moment by the oilspring, and the careful conversations they’d had. Starscream actually, for a moment, dared to offer the clanling a tiny bit of trust. )
Summary: Starscream reluctantly endures Hot Rod's presence in his tower, while Rodimus seeks out distractions to pass the time, and makes a new friend.
( Starscream was an aft and rude besides, but at least he had good taste in fantasies. )
Title: Trial By Fire
Universe: Transformers AU, Sands of Fate series
Characters: Starscream/Rodimus, Sunstreaker/Sideswipe/Megatron, Deadlock
Enticements: Sticky Sex, PnP, “Barbarian” AU
Description: Desperate to prove himself, an unbranded Rodimus ventures into the Barrens in search of the Deathbringer, a solitary Seeker considered a dangerous challenge for any willing to take the risk, when a sandstorm and a trio of turbowolves turn out to be all the luck Rodimus needs.
For @theaircommand's commission that I let grow and grow because I was having just so much fun. :3
( Primus, but this was one story Rodimus did not want to tell. He was supposed to be challenging the Warlock, not getting rescued by him. )
Universe: G1, Behind the Scenes
Enticements: Threesome, Overload Delay, Aftercare, Sticky Sex, Master/Petplay
Description: Ironhide gets invited for another session with Bluestreak and Jazz.
( The message, when it arrived, was seemingly innocent, but Ironhide knew better than to assume anything like that from Bluestreak. )
June is for... I don't know. Recovery? Got a doctor's appointment Friday and maybe I can finally start getting some help for my health issues. I'm going to try and snag some overtime at work whenever it's available to clear out some of this debt hanging over my shoulders. Keep on with the diet and exercise until I'm at a healthy weight. Keep my house clean. Catch up on all the movies, books, and tv shows I've set aside over the past decade while pursuing the impossible. And I'll poke at words whenever I feel like it.
( More Debbie Downer below the cut. But possibly some explanations, too. )